Sometimes I sit here and just think.. Think about all the good and bad that’s happening in my life, but mostly the bad.. Like, why have I felt so alone lately? Where have all my friends gone? Why am I always sitting in my room when I get out of school just playing on the computer? Why? Because I have no one. I have no life. I have no true friends, because they’ve all walked out of my life when they promised they’d always be here for me. When I’m sitting here for 5+ hours doing nothing, I let my mind get the best of me.. I start thinking.. thinking of all the shitty things about myself. Like, why the fuck am I so fat? I used to be sooooooo skinny, now I’m so ashamed of wearing a t-shirt or tang top because I don’t want people to see my stomach fat. Or why the fuck is my nose so big? Why? WHY? WHY?